Two for one

Deep down in my soul I've been thinking about a relationship. It's been a long time getting to this point. A relationship was something that I dreaded and despised. I wanted my freedom, I wanted to take my time and find the right person. I still do not feel that the right person has come around. I'm certain that I don't want to be someones buddy anymore. I hate not knowing where he's at...and not being able to say or do anything about it. I hate not knowing who he's with and not being able to question his actions. I know he's not mine. What can I possibly say? I'm not somebody's bitch! That's all I have to say about that!