My Valentine...

It's February 14th, Valentines day, and I've realized that there's a wall that's separating me from having a deep, true relationship. I haven't built this wall. If i did, I'm in denial, and I'm currently searching for a tool to break it down. Why on this day of love, do I suddenly realize that the love I have for someone else is not returned in a mutual form. Have I done something wrong? Am I not the person to love? There's so much that I don't understand. If I have to ask, then I don't want the love that you give me. I give so willingly of myself. No questions asked. So through all of this turmoil I remember that there is a power greater than my own. So I ask...Is this truely for me? Though my heart is bruised, it's full for the Lord! I did not ask him for a dozen roses because they are already here. I did not ask him for dinner, or a movie. He's given so much more to me. He gave me strength and everything i need to overcome these obstacles. He made me who I am. I love him, he loves me...mutually! No questions asked. No conflict. And in the end when it's all said and done, he'll still love me. Thanks to him I truely have a reason to celebrate, and smile this Valentines Day!