Today...

Have you ever felt like you don't know how to be friends with someone. Not any single person. All the accomplishments that you've made, and all the strides you've made to get to where you are today don't really matter because you're starting all over again. Like a child in elementary school...I'm starting over...and learning can be a real challenge. I guess these are just my thoughts for the day. I might feel differently tomorrow, but for now, I feel alone in this world. Even though I'm surrounded by people. I'm still standing with no real surroundings, because I'm not mentally here right now. The body that everyone can see walking around is simply that...a body. My spirit, soul, mind, and complete inner being is in a whole different place. Maybe someone has stolen them from me. I can't seem to find something that belongs to me. I wish I could steal someone else's...maybe I'll just be somebody else for now. I just don't know who I am right now.