Black devil

I see you walking
Yelling across the street
HEY RED!!
Hey pretty mama...
Whistling
and hissing
I can't answer you
All I see is a devil
I go to the Lord,
And he's not with you
You're a little Black devil
You try to touch me against my will
I reject you
You get on top of me
And I tell you no!
Then you get angry
You've been left out in the cold
Only because you expected to enter
Whose fault is that
I won't call...
That's up to you
But if you don't...
I'll know what's up.
The black devil has been denied
You can't live in my world!

I need this

I need it
It was lustful
Yet very loving...
I can't explain

My mind shows sanity
My heart is wounded
One day...
Someone is going to look at these words
And realize that there truely is a hurting soul
Sitting on the other side of a computer screen.
I guess no one understands
And I can't expect a bunch of BITCHES to know
What can you do but let it ride...

Today...

Have you ever felt like you don't know how to be friends with someone. Not any single person. All the accomplishments that you've made, and all the strides you've made to get to where you are today don't really matter because you're starting all over again. Like a child in elementary school...I'm starting over...and learning can be a real challenge. I guess these are just my thoughts for the day. I might feel differently tomorrow, but for now, I feel alone in this world. Even though I'm surrounded by people. I'm still standing with no real surroundings, because I'm not mentally here right now. The body that everyone can see walking around is simply that...a body. My spirit, soul, mind, and complete inner being is in a whole different place. Maybe someone has stolen them from me. I can't seem to find something that belongs to me. I wish I could steal someone else's...maybe I'll just be somebody else for now. I just don't know who I am right now.

Deep

Have you ever been sitting on the top...

Looking down...

Only to realize that everyone below you doesn't matter.
Everything is about the goals...
The dreams.....

And the one person that you want to share them with.

The only problem with flaoting on a cloud...

Is that clouds are so fragile

One wrong move...


And you're tumbling

down
down

down


down...

Til you hit rock BOTTOM!!