First weeek down the drain

I thank God that he's gotten me through my first week of school for the year. I don' tthink it will get any easier. I hope that I can keep going and make it though. I have so many issues in my life. I'm truely tired...both mentally and physically. I don't know if sleep will help me. Pray for me please. Not much more to say...I need to get some sleep, maybe that will help me to be refreshed in the morning. ~Night

Change of direction...

Though this is my blog, I feel like I write about myself alot. So I'd like to take this opportunity to put a few words down about someone else. We'll call this person...exibit C (creative huh?)
Exhibit C:

You
What makes you tick?
There's somthing about you...
You're sweet
Words can't really express
Why I want to put the spotlight on you
Feelings...they're all yours
My body....my soul
They belong to you



Who am I kidding....
I don't know what I'm saying
I don't really belong to anyone...
Or do I...as you can see my emotions are all messed up
I'm confused.
Who is exhibit C anyways...
I think I'm stuck on exhibit B
Can't seem to break free
So anxious to meet C

One year and one day later...

Wow, my blog has been in existance for one year and one day!! Can't believe so much time has passed. What to do with myself. Ok, in one year, here's a quick run down on what's happened to me:
Moved to a new state...Louisiana from Pittsburgh
I completed my freshman year of college
Continued on to summer school
Enjoyed a few social activities along the way
Met a wonderful guy (you know who you are)
Became a victim of the freshman 15
I learned a lot about the local culture...that I'm still learning til this day
Became more independent
I learned how to stay up til 6 am and still make it for 8:00 class
Learned the value of a dollar
Created multiple ways to save a dollar
and most importantly...
I SURVIVED!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG!!

...and summer 2005 comes to an end

Reflections of a summer almost gone:

Lost loves
Broken hearts
The getting to know you
Loneliness
Rediscovery
Freedom
Vacation still yet to come
Money(can't seem to get enough of that)
Finding beauty(inside & out)
Romantic summer nights;-)
Overcoming obstacles
Thinking about school
...ending it all with a BANG!!

Lust

Nothing in this world is perfect
Love turns into lust

Lust rarely turns into love

What's a person worth?
If you don't care...who will?
You love someone...
They lust for you
How can you possibly love yourself?
What's a womans worth these days?
Priceless?...please

Fear takes over every aspect

Pride...what pride?

These men don't want you

Don't believe the lies

What the hell are you worth?

Maybe you're only worth lusting over

How to get around it?...isolate yourself

He says you're beautiful

It only gets you one thing out of life

LUST!