Just getting some thoughts down

"If God is for us, who can be against us?" ~Romans 8:31
Lately, I haven't had the opportunity to write. Even though I know that in the back of my mind I have so many thoughts that need to come out. I guess I've just been really busy with school, and a little bit lazy. First of all, I want to say how important it is that I get some things out of my system. I've had so much on my mind, from school to relationships, and friendships(or lack thereof). What is really important in life? If I could strip things down to the bear essentials, I guess there are many things in my life that are truely missing. I can't really complain(at least that's what I keep telling myself). At least I can count on the little things in life. Personality, outside appearances, warm and welcoming smiles(hard to find these days), photographs, and my memory. Thank God for my memories. I can't be certain that the future will ever be the same, but NO ONE can possible change the images that are forever etched in my memory. The spark that reminds me that I was once truely happy. I can't put value on materalistic items, only on images in my mind. They're priceless! I can't let them go, and I can't get them back. I can only pray that God will make a way, and that someday, those black and white kodak moments in my life will resurface in bright new colors. I pray that in the future(the very near future) I can once again capture moments that will make me smile. Not only on the outside... A genuine smile, that is real, because you know that the person that put it there cares enough about you(as a person and not an object).