Picture perfect

My painting

About a year ago I painted a picture for myself...

It was beautiful

It's colors were rich

It overlooked the forest

But I could see beyond the vegetation

I controlled the brush

Every stroke I took was mine

So I painted comfort

I painted happiness

I painted peace

All the colors were where I wanted them to be.

Today...

I no longer have this painting

I have a replacement

It's not as special as mine

The colors are dull

And it doesn't fit my style

The trees obstruct the view

Nothing's where I want it to be

I'm tempted to throw it away

It only takes up space

But I don't have another to take its place

Can anybody help me?